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Exulansis
04:30
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You’re afraid! You’re afraid! To let it take ahold of you, it’s only there to protect you// Let’s talk gods and devils, bring me your victor and I will stand as my own!//And when the smoke clears, you will know!//I will be the last one standing (Last one standing!)//I’m surrounded by them all my back’s against the wall (Against the wall)//‘Cause I won’t, no I won’t (Against the wall)//Be a victim to its hold//Why couldn’t you just believe in me? Instead you forsake me to die!//Why couldn’t you just believe in me?//Why did you forsake me to die?//There comes a time, in everyone’s life where the world turns its back on you and you’re left alone//and even your own mind is absent, and this is where you’ll be//Are you gonna stay down, or get back up?//If the pick lies in the hand of a dead man does he write dead music or does he write music for the dead?//We’ll never get back the time that’s already lost//It’s the price we pay, it’s how we bear our cross//This weight, this pressure, is crushing my lungs and I can’t breathe. I can’t breathe!//This is, an everlasting paradigm. Can’t you see it? Can’t you feel it?//The constant battles inside, the tears you try to hide//Your fate lies in the palm of your hand//I can’t breathe!//I’m so sick of this constant destruction, a figment of degenerative imagination//Clawing its way through my skull, this is what they must have been talking about://The loss of identity, the birth of insanity!
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Antioch
05:21
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My chest is burning from all the times I let you see that side of me//Questions asked are left unanswered, peaceful thoughts turn violently//As I start my fall from grace I wonder what the days will bring//People that I once cared for just see the product of my sins!//As I see you sitting there all by your lonesome self I notice all the torment that's been brought upon by your weary past//Get out of my head! If I’m dead, we’re both dead, so learn where your place is!//Why can't your back on the people that you strived for, the burning feeling in your chest is the product of your selfish dreams//You are now the only thing that's left to see, the darkness consumes you, you struggle as you try to breathe//You can’t control me//My wish, is now your only command, I know, what's inside to be so god damned//I can’t believe that this is what I’ve come to be, this void is all I see inside of me//Why can’t you see that the world doesn’t revolve around you//Let go your façade and face the truth//It’s over, it’s over, you can’t always be right//We’re done here good-bye, it’s your turn to die!//The problems you’re facing are built upon by crooked deeds, you look for salvation, but all you hear are tortured screams//You are never gonna be allowed to be with family ‘cause your with me now//Darkness swallows you whole death devours your soul, so sit back, enjoy the show//You will never escape me (Let me go!)//You will never escape me (I can’t get away!)//You will never escape me (It’s right behind me!)//You will never escape me (Let me go!)//You are now the only thing that's left to see, the darkness consumes you, you struggle as you try to breathe//This is a declaration of war and you know that you can’t win, I’m in control forevermore!
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Memories
05:02
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All these hours I have spent staring at the ceiling, questioning everything, I’m trying to understand why they won’t go away!//Let’s talk about these bridges, what’s left of these words but a pile of ashes//You and I were not meant to be anything but a memory//Oh! It’s such a shame I take your pain with my embrace, (With my embrace)//I sealed our fate, as time escapes, derailed this train//It’s not the same, I am to blame, I’m in a dream (In a dream)//Forgive me!//These words and all their contradictions//I fear that you will never listen//I cannot be the one who comes//Its addiction and we are the drug//Oh man we just can’t get enough!//Let’s talk about these bridges, what’s left of these words but a pile of ashes//You and I were not meant to be anything but a memory//The end of an era is here and I’m hoping you embrace it!//The end of our era is here and I’m hoping you embrace it! Oh I can’t believe, you took the pain, inside of me (Inside of me)//I will never stop, or turn my past on tougher days//You cannot believe what you did and took from me (Took from me)// why can’t I just let go?
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Means To An End
04:08
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I never thought it’d be so unbelievably easy to take it all and destroy everything that you made me,//Become these walls will never be broken//I’m not sorry the words were spoken, it’s all because the way we left ourselves open!//In this paradox, you’ll take a scalpel to my chest, cut me open, leave me open for the world to see//They see me as I truly am. Heart on my sleeve? F*** That, I open my chest to you//I never thought for a second we’d be in this mess. Take a look around, I f***ing built you!//We’re holding onto something that never grow//Blight infects the last petal of this rose//Why do we do this to ourselves?//Living through a constant mirage of hope//And here we stand, contemplating every aspect of what we are and what we are to become!//But my accomplishments were never enough, (Never enough)//To accommodate some type of love, no//Tatted under my skin, lies my beating heart (My beating heart)//It’s weary, and broken, and f***ed up, exhausted//I have nothing left to ignore, no more!//And here we stand, contemplating every aspect of what we are and what we are to become!//It’s here or now, in the future or the past, I’ll take this back! I’ll take back what’s rightfully mine!//When was the last time, ‘cause I’m sure it’s the first time you ever stared into my eyes,//And looked on the inside and found out to your mind all the things I’ve survived. (I SURVIVED!)//But my accomplishments were never enough, (Never enough)//To accommodate some type of love, no. (Never enough)//This is the start of a means to an end//and this is the start of a means to an end!//You are the one, you are the whole reason that I put up with so much pain//“Agony” could be my given name. Take a second look at the clock, it’s up, time is just a moment with you!
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